I Wonder

[Snow]

I wonder what would happen
if I gave in to my fear.
I wonder what would happen
If I could turn back the years.
I wonder why I hate me
when I try so hard to live.
I wonder if I'll stay free
I wonder if I learned to love
would this void be filled?
I wonder if this beast within
is too strong to be killed.
I wonder if you know me
as well as I know you.

I wonder if I'd let you
guide me along the way.
Or is this life I live
just the hell I have to pay?
I wonder if anything means anything
or is it all just a game?
I wonder if I will walk forever
alone among the crowd.

I wonder if you'll let me die
on the day that I chose.
I wonder if I'll always play
a game I'm doomed to lose.
I wonder if I will ever know
just what's on my mind.
I wonder if there's hope out there
among the dreams that I can't find.

I wonder if I will ever learn
to answer destiny's faint call.
I wonder if I'll let you
help to rebuild me.
I wonder if the sky is blue
somewhere beyond the grey.
I wonder if I'll ever have
more faith than I do today.
I wonder if by dying
I'd find what I'm looking for.
I wonder if Life's secrets
are locked behind Death's door.

I wonder if I can find the key
that will unlock my pain.
I wonder if my friends who have died
are waiting over there for me.
I wonder what I will find
waiting there for me.

I wonder if there's freedom
on the other side.
I wonder if I will ever learn
not to run and hide.
I wonder if what I'm feeling
has ever been felt before.
I wonder why I'm dreaming
dreams I've lost before.

I wonder if by dying
I'll finally be free.
I wonder if I'll ever know
just what I want to be.
I wonder if I die tonight
will they have sense enough not to cry.
If I chose to die tonight
would you just let me die...

[Mamil]

!!!

Stop wondering!! u already have the answer!!!!Yes !!!

[Snow]

looooooool BIGH in fact i still don't know the answer!!! i know it's sad but oh well....!!

[djTapesh]

eh in Snow eeh khodemooneh ?? looooool to hamchenan dar khodetiiiiii bia birooon o inghadr wonder nakon torokhoda. baba eshgho asheghio bezar kenaroo haleh donyaro bokon )

[Anonymous]

LOL

i think that you shouldn't wonder too much because if you get all the answers you need, all at once, then it would be tooo much to handle...be ghole reza, bia keife doyaro bekon....

[mahta]

hmm

that was me...the message before....
~mahta

[Anonymous]

you know life can be so good sometimes and crap other times. It seems like every thing is so temporary, and all the wisdom life has to offer is that you should let go. Move on.I'm not yet capable of knowing what I feel and I can't trust that those parts of myself aren't lying in wait. Perhaps this is what life is when one's mind, body, and soul are not in harmony. It’s all a part of the journey; a journey that if I trust will not fail me. I sometimes wonder if I’m the only person that thinks this way.Thinking about it, I imagine that other people wonder too.

[Anonymous]

loool i forgot to log in...that was me ....the messege above:P

[Snow]

loooooool this is so freakin weird ....now this is me.... and the messege above was me

[mahta]

ok...The wonder poem.. or anything that You call it...was a bit wierd but what you said right now makes whole lot sence